I give thanks and glory to my God because my daughter has had no more seizures!!!!! But as hard as it would be I'd have to give Him glory if He chose to allow her to continue having them. Because He is worthy of all my worship and glory and praise, no matter what my situation or emotion He has not changed and is therefore still the Holy God.
All of Sparrow’s tests including her EEG have been negative. Her neurologist is keeping her on the keppra for one year. If during that year she has no seizures and her tests continue to be normal/negative then we will do a trial of the medication.
Husband and I pray for her. We know that God is in control of this He either is allowing the medication to stop the seizures or He has healed her or the purpose for which He allowed the seizures has been accomplished.
Friday, August 19, 2011
Friday, July 1, 2011
Lab results normal
The pediatric neurologist called today with Sparrow’s blood and urine test results. They were normal. I was hoping that there would be something that would explain her seizures and that the remedy would be a simple vitamin or something. Don't get me wrong, I don't want anything to be wrong with her, I just wanted answers and I wanted a guarantee that it would never happen again. So, now we wait to see what the MRI shows. That test will be July 12th and we'll get the results on the 20th when we follow up with the Ped Neuro.
I know that I can trust My Lord with my daughter, He formed her and He knows each hair on her head (I can't claim that!). I don't know how it's possible but He loves her more than I do. So we'll just keep leaning on Him and praising Him every step of the way.
I hope everyone has a safe and fun 4th of July! God blessed this country in it's infancy, but it has rejected Him. We as a nation sin against Him, we have removed Him from our country. So what does our country need most? Better health care? A huge reduction in our national debt? No, our country needs repentance. It needs to return to God. So America, bless God this 4th of July!
I know that I can trust My Lord with my daughter, He formed her and He knows each hair on her head (I can't claim that!). I don't know how it's possible but He loves her more than I do. So we'll just keep leaning on Him and praising Him every step of the way.
I hope everyone has a safe and fun 4th of July! God blessed this country in it's infancy, but it has rejected Him. We as a nation sin against Him, we have removed Him from our country. So what does our country need most? Better health care? A huge reduction in our national debt? No, our country needs repentance. It needs to return to God. So America, bless God this 4th of July!
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
Update on Sparrow
Thank you all for your prayers! We are indeed blessed. Sparrow is doing well. She has been seizure free since Saturday!! Her EEG was normal, as was expected. She had a busy day yesterday with tests and seeing her Neurologist. She will have an MRI in July and we'll get the results later that month. Before you call me worrying that it's too far away, let me assure you... It's okay to be scheduled that far in advance. It gives Sparrow a chance to adjust to her medicine, get over any residual effects from the seizures and Husband has off the day of the MRI. It's not a fun test for her or for Mom and Dad to watch so it's best that it's a 2 parent day without Husband missing more work. It also gives her brain that many more days to build up the fatty brain tissue that makes an MRI clearer and therefore more accurate to read. Sparrow has some great Dr's and specialists who work for her and we're really thankful for that. We are just taking it easy today and trying to catch up on sleep and establish a new routine. She is taking a nap as I am typing this. She is quite wobbly and falls more often. She is mouthing her hands and staring. She is much more hyper before crashing to sleep, just generally more moody. She is normally such a mellow little girl that her behavior now is probably more typical of the average toddler. These changes could simply be after effects of the seizures or they could be side effects of the medication. Either way they will most likely resolve with in a few weeks time.
For those of you who are questioning my parenting skills in reference to putting this "sensitive" material on the Internet...I am doing this for several reasons. My family is scattered all over the country and my friends are spread throughout the world so instead of taking precious time away from Sparrow by explaining the same thing multiple times, everyone can be aware and updated quickly and without taking time away from her. It's also very good for me to document everything that she does before the memory fades, it's better for the Dr's that way - a great example of this is that we didn't see her neurologist until yesterday and since I had all the details here, I didn't have to question whether my sleep deprived, information overloaded, adrenaline saturated brain remembered every detail because it was right here. Finally, I know that other mom's may someday suffer through this with their little ones and they may need to see that it's not anything to be ashamed of, and that they are not alone. If you are that mom then you need to know to trust God in this. None of it is a mystery to Him. Run to Him for comfort and seek Him in prayer and in His word. I've taken some time and prayed for you, your children and your medical team, so you've already got at least one person praying for you. It really helped me to get on YouTube and watch other babies have tonic clonic seizures, you get an idea of what's "normal".
Thanks again everyone, I'll post anything new that happens in the mean time - walk with God.
For those of you who are questioning my parenting skills in reference to putting this "sensitive" material on the Internet...I am doing this for several reasons. My family is scattered all over the country and my friends are spread throughout the world so instead of taking precious time away from Sparrow by explaining the same thing multiple times, everyone can be aware and updated quickly and without taking time away from her. It's also very good for me to document everything that she does before the memory fades, it's better for the Dr's that way - a great example of this is that we didn't see her neurologist until yesterday and since I had all the details here, I didn't have to question whether my sleep deprived, information overloaded, adrenaline saturated brain remembered every detail because it was right here. Finally, I know that other mom's may someday suffer through this with their little ones and they may need to see that it's not anything to be ashamed of, and that they are not alone. If you are that mom then you need to know to trust God in this. None of it is a mystery to Him. Run to Him for comfort and seek Him in prayer and in His word. I've taken some time and prayed for you, your children and your medical team, so you've already got at least one person praying for you. It really helped me to get on YouTube and watch other babies have tonic clonic seizures, you get an idea of what's "normal".
Thanks again everyone, I'll post anything new that happens in the mean time - walk with God.
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Sparrow is having seizures
Friday Sparrow didn't eat anything at all. I mean she refused all food. She woke up several times in the night. 5am yesterday (June 25, 2011) Husband got up and assuming she was fussy because she was hungry, he gave her milk. At 6 she was crying and he was going to get her up for the day (he's good to me, lets me sleep in anytime he's home). But she had thrown up. (this was likely after she had slept off her first seizure) I got up and gave her a bath she seemed fine. We decided she should sleep more but put her in bed with us. we all slept and Husband and Sparrow got up about 9am.
She has been a little constipated so when I got up (10am) he went to get some apple juice at the store. while he was gone I called my mom and Sparrow 'talked' to her. I then gave her about 5 baby spoonfuls of yogurt and another 2-3 of applesauce. I returned a call to my friend and while talking to her Sparrow (she was seated on the floor) fell over slowly onto her back. I ran to her but she had rolled to her side and was having a tonic-clonic seizure. It seemed like she would throw up so I picked her up and held her face down. She was still seizing. She threw up, when she was finished I laid her down and just gave her room, at this point I hung up on my friend (I had thrown the phone to the floor but not hung it up. This was an “old fashioned” landline), called Husband and told him to come home, and called 911. I had them on the line and she was beginning to relax. She turned blue, I carried her closer to the sofa so I had more light. I was still on with 911. She began to get more pink and eventually they hung up. 911 called back almost immediately and said they were 60 seconds away. Husband came in then and said they were outside. I took her out to them, she was asleep and really hard to arouse. She was fully awake when we got to the ER but still slow, clingy to anyone that held her.
No fever, no signs of infection. Blood tests were normal. They gave her iv fluids as a precaution. She signed that she was hungry so I gave her 2 packs of graham crackers and a little apple juice. One of the Dr's came in and asked how she was. I relayed what she had eaten. He asked if she had anymore episodes, I looked down at her and she was starting to seize, she threw up then turned blue same as the first time. Our neurologist office on call Dr told them to start her on keppra. They admitted us and the on call neuro will see us tonight or tomorrow. The general Dr for the peds unit said that most likely they will find the minimal amount of the keppra that works and keep her on it for 3-6 months, then try to see if she can be without it. Oh, her O2 sats would drop when they tried her on room air so she was on 1 liter of O2 for a while but that's all stable now and she is keeping her oxygen up on just room air.
My cousin T. is driving up tomorrow to be with us so that's a comfort. I'll update as we go along.
Thanks for all your prayers!!!! Husband and I really feel attacked. First that money issue. Then his car permanently broke down and we had to get rid of it,(Thursday) now this. But our God is an awesome God, He reigns on Heaven and Earth and He will help us through this. It's strange to have a sweet peace through this.
She has been a little constipated so when I got up (10am) he went to get some apple juice at the store. while he was gone I called my mom and Sparrow 'talked' to her. I then gave her about 5 baby spoonfuls of yogurt and another 2-3 of applesauce. I returned a call to my friend and while talking to her Sparrow (she was seated on the floor) fell over slowly onto her back. I ran to her but she had rolled to her side and was having a tonic-clonic seizure. It seemed like she would throw up so I picked her up and held her face down. She was still seizing. She threw up, when she was finished I laid her down and just gave her room, at this point I hung up on my friend (I had thrown the phone to the floor but not hung it up. This was an “old fashioned” landline), called Husband and told him to come home, and called 911. I had them on the line and she was beginning to relax. She turned blue, I carried her closer to the sofa so I had more light. I was still on with 911. She began to get more pink and eventually they hung up. 911 called back almost immediately and said they were 60 seconds away. Husband came in then and said they were outside. I took her out to them, she was asleep and really hard to arouse. She was fully awake when we got to the ER but still slow, clingy to anyone that held her.
No fever, no signs of infection. Blood tests were normal. They gave her iv fluids as a precaution. She signed that she was hungry so I gave her 2 packs of graham crackers and a little apple juice. One of the Dr's came in and asked how she was. I relayed what she had eaten. He asked if she had anymore episodes, I looked down at her and she was starting to seize, she threw up then turned blue same as the first time. Our neurologist office on call Dr told them to start her on keppra. They admitted us and the on call neuro will see us tonight or tomorrow. The general Dr for the peds unit said that most likely they will find the minimal amount of the keppra that works and keep her on it for 3-6 months, then try to see if she can be without it. Oh, her O2 sats would drop when they tried her on room air so she was on 1 liter of O2 for a while but that's all stable now and she is keeping her oxygen up on just room air.
My cousin T. is driving up tomorrow to be with us so that's a comfort. I'll update as we go along.
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| as of 7am she is sleeping peacefully in the hosp crib surrounded by a seizure bumper - looks like baby jail! |
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| sorry this is blurry. top # is her heart rate, middle # is her sao2's, bottom is respiratory rate. (all stable now!) |
Monday, April 25, 2011
The "A" monogram
This is a tidy little number that I decided to do over the Resurrection Remembrance holiday. (I should post on that later too)! I'll warn you now that this is a long post because I'm almost finished and there is a lot I want to share with you. As for this project... Husband tells me that I'm always doing projects for others and that I don't do any for our house. It's true, he's right, again! So I decided that since there are a lot of techniques I'm just learning about, I'd experiment on us. I got a free monogram pattern from Mary Corbet's Needle and Thread (link) and began to work it up. Please visit her site if embroidery interests you (just make sure to still visit me some times too)! I had certain elements I wanted to include, gold work (I'm using DMC metallic gold thread), and needle painting are the two biggest. I started out using a royal blue but without the camera flash and only under my incandescent lights it looked black and dreary.
I changed to a wine red color and it looks much better. Again, the camera's flash changes the color to a raspberry hue but is really a rich deep color.
I'm getting way ahead of myself though. Let me start at the beginning.
I printed a copy of the pattern onto a piece of regular paper. I then taped the paper down onto my hard surface ( a wooden TV tray table). I doubt you can do this with most fabrics but I was using an off white quilter's fat quarter. (a square of cotton fabric, of a certain size, from which I clipped a smaller square) As I mentioned it's off white so I could see the printed paper through my fabric. When I had it centered I taped the fabric over the paper then I traced the pattern with a #2 pencil. You can see the faint pencil lines in the above snapshots. To give you a sense of the size, the hoop that I'm using is a 4" metal spring hoop. There is probably a good reason why they don't make metal hoops anymore but I love them. My Mother and my Grandmother, Erma both used metal hoops so to me they are homey and nostalgic. (Hi, Mom)!
This picture shows the color a little more realistically. As you can see I don't have much to go. At this point I had satin stitched all the little circles and most of the ovals. I used Long and Short stitch to needle paint the flower and the leaves. Everything is outlined in couched gold thread (a gold looking metal is flattened and wrapped around a thread). The 'A' itself is chain stitched, I might have satin stitched it but I felt that it was too large. It is instead chain stitched, I'm filling it with chain stitches.
Have a great day everyone!
I'm getting way ahead of myself though. Let me start at the beginning.
I printed a copy of the pattern onto a piece of regular paper. I then taped the paper down onto my hard surface ( a wooden TV tray table). I doubt you can do this with most fabrics but I was using an off white quilter's fat quarter. (a square of cotton fabric, of a certain size, from which I clipped a smaller square) As I mentioned it's off white so I could see the printed paper through my fabric. When I had it centered I taped the fabric over the paper then I traced the pattern with a #2 pencil. You can see the faint pencil lines in the above snapshots. To give you a sense of the size, the hoop that I'm using is a 4" metal spring hoop. There is probably a good reason why they don't make metal hoops anymore but I love them. My Mother and my Grandmother, Erma both used metal hoops so to me they are homey and nostalgic. (Hi, Mom)!
This picture shows the color a little more realistically. As you can see I don't have much to go. At this point I had satin stitched all the little circles and most of the ovals. I used Long and Short stitch to needle paint the flower and the leaves. Everything is outlined in couched gold thread (a gold looking metal is flattened and wrapped around a thread). The 'A' itself is chain stitched, I might have satin stitched it but I felt that it was too large. It is instead chain stitched, I'm filling it with chain stitches.
Have a great day everyone!
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